Full-Blown Suffering: My Battle Against the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches

It began on a overcast Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense sensation erupted behind my one eye. It was followed by quick stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an annual cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.

This condition often start with intense pain around a single eye that lasts up to three hours.

About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with sudden, excruciating pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the lack of long pain-free periods.

What connects sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.

Nevertheless, the inability to plan life around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Historical healing records propose bizarre remedies for what modern experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.

It was a European doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the disorder note this.

In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.

In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased.

Official guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known people.

But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.

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